That would be me. I just got an email from the agency – the donor started her period. In fact, the email opened with the words “Good news and bad news”… at which point my heart stopped. Turns out that the bad news is they need money immediately (don’t they always) for her Clomid.

The large nasty jolt of electricity that went through me from just that small conversation reminds me that I definitely want this – very, very much.

I believe I needed that…..

She’s alive.……..