I think I can safely assume my donor has flaked.  The clinic has called her twice to follow up and she’s not responded.  They’ll give her until the end of the week before assuming it’s a no go.

I am so fucking angry I could die.  I won’t, of course (die I mean).  I’ve been this mad periodically throughout this hayride and I’ve managed to survive, but I’m just really getting sick of this.  On a molecular level.  I really can’t take passive-aggressive nonsense.  Come to think of it, I can’t take much of anything lately.

I don’t want her stupid old eggs anyway.

I’m just so tired…….