Wow. Second beta was 144. I actually have an u/s scheduled. The clinic told me that those were good numbers. I’ve never had any numbers before, much less good ones. And the degree to which I am detached from the whole situation is freaky. Somebody show me the money. I just can’t get jazzed about this yet. Yeah, I am probably waiting for the other shoe to fall on my head. It seems a lot like being under water…. slow motion and distorted.

Wow. Maybe I should go find a salad…….